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Kate ([personal profile] katefrets) wrote2016-03-30 05:38 pm
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So the EDNOS is back. And I think I'm going to use this space mostly to talk about that. At least for the time being. 

I ate today, not as much as I have been, but I did eat. And it looks like that's going to be the last time for a while.

I have to go to dinner with the roommate on Friday and then again on April 12 for WTNV, but my plan is basically to not eat outside of that. I know from the last time I went 5 days without eating the heartburn was what ultimately got to me, so I think when that gets bad I'm going to start off with tums and when that stops helping I'll break my fast with one of the really high calcium Odwalla drinks and keep going from there. 

I'm sure I'll have some fuck ups but I'm hoping this time is more permanent. That I actually do manage to plow through the set backs and keep going. Because I'm just so exhausted of looking the way I do. And I can fix it. I know that I can. I just need to have a little grit. 

I'll do a weigh in tomorrow and then keep this space updated from there.